I’ve gotten many messages from readers who miss my characters. If you’ve sent one, or even just thought of sending one, thank you. I love knowing that my writing has touched people in some way.
The messages often ask if I’m still writing new stories. The short answer is yes. But the long answer is more complicated, so rather than trying to type it out individually a dozen or more times (a task that takes so much mental energy I’ve already put off responding to anyone for much longer than I should), I wanted to post it here.
You see, years ago when I first started this blog, I wasn’t in a great place in my life. In fact, I was probably in the worst place I’d ever been in. I hated my job, I couldn’t figure out what was going on with my health (both physical and mental), and I had no social life to speak of. My days were empty, and I filled that emptiness with writing. Writing—creating—gave me joy when nothing else was there. Talking to friends I made through writing, and getting feedback on my writing, gave me even more joy.
Then everything got worse, and writing wasn’t enough anymore. I had to take some action.
I took a lot of action, actually. I found a therapist, found a proper doctor, got diagnosed, got medicated, started volunteering, took some classes, reconnected with old friends, spent more time with family, began the journey out of disordered eating and hating my body, earned a certification, got promoted, joined a support group, moved, and am now planning my future with more clarity than I’ve ever had. But all of these things take time and energy. And I still have bad days, and those take away my time and energy too.
Writing, as you might imagine if you’ve never done it, is not exactly a quick, relaxing hobby. So my writing has slowed down as my life has filled up with other things. It hasn’t stopped, but it has slowed a lot. I don’t regret it, because I’m a lot happier than I was when I could post more.
I appreciate the messages greatly, and I try not to take the questions about when I will post again as pressure to return to my old life, because I know that’s not how they’re meant. It’s my own brain telling me that.
Anyway, thanks for sticking around, if you’re still here. I’m still here too.